moods swing...
24/10/08

Whenever I hear the expression ‘mood swing’ it’s uttered softly,
almost in secret, said with raised eyebrows and a crumpled frown,
referred to with a certain negativity, as though it were to
represent an imbalance or erraticism of mental state, an irrational
act to be avoided and most certainly not mentioned openly or
admittedly. So it is with some hesitance that I confess to being
not only an avid reader but even a regular subscriber to ‘mood
swing weekly’, and this week was a mood swing marathon. It is
astounding how quickly one can fly around emotional chaos in the
space of a week. I have been thrown from nervous study anxiety to
the blissful relaxation of post-exam cloud nine, from the exultancy
of birthday celebrations and the delight of ripping open perfectly
selected gifts to the existential devastation of bereavement -
rivalled only by the Autumn weather, whose random oscillations
between bright, sunny warmth and thick, grey, foggy rain seem to
have perfectly reflected the week's sentimental muddle. So it is
with cautious relief that I see the weekend peeking just around the
corner and already feel the warm comfort of a lazy Sunday morning
between fluffy pillows and a good book where I can hide from
everyone else and dedicate some quality time to me, myself or I…
depending on who is in the better mood…
dw